I Want To Ask God, “why? ” Poem by Victoria Dian Ginting

So cloudy and blue
My soul is there
Hanging somewhere
So abstract, out of my mind
can’t understand ‘till so far why everything seems getting darker and darker

I see nothing
no light nor shadow along my path
Close my eyes just a minute
lookin’ for somethin’

Just now remember you
standing there with lots of pain
no more hand or tears
Want you to be brave
for life is not forever
although it’s only counting the days
You know there is somethin’,
somethin’ that sounds real

Heaven is for us,
a homy home (you should believe it!) for our eternal soul.