I Want To Fade Away Poem by Rosalita Fern

I want out
Everyday im planning it
Everyday-counting the minutes down.
im wanting to.
Its just timing.
As much as i want to.
Im Scared.
Scared of them finding it afterwards.
What would they think?
Would they blame themselves?
All i can say to them is im sorry.
im sorry if i hurt you.
im sorry for going
I dont have a choice.
I love you.
I dont want to share the pain anymore.
Ill take it with me.
Be happy.