I Want To Go Back But I Won'T Poem by Geeti Sudha

The bright sun has gone
and the moon has arrived,
its only me who knows
how these days i have survived

In the crowd of unknown people
in the crowd of unknown friends
I really have no idea
where this hostel life ends.

My friends are loving
I get delicious food
But why am I always,
in a sorrowful mood?

Away from parents
away from schoolmates,
day by day i miss them more
as the sun sets.

With whom should I share my feelings?
with whom should I share my pain?
I just have a strong will
to get my school days again.

Fighting in this competitive world
and running after success,
but what about me?
nobody even thinks about my loneliness.

I want to stay happy
and the hard I try,
but tears gather in my eyes
and I begin to cry.

Now I don't even look at the sky,
bending on my knee.
I hate talking to the moon,
it seems its mocking at me.

With bundle of books
I am totally surrounded
please someone take me out
I am spell bounded.

I am struggling here,
for those I can die for.
I promise to play,
until this game is finally over.