I Want To Not Live Poem by iz _

I want to kill myself
I want to die
I want to stop existing
I won't kill my self I'm too scared and I know I can still live
I don't want to
I don't want to live on autopilot
I don't want to live and never do anything
I don't want to live and achieve things
I don't want to live and do nothing
I want to kill myself but I know I won't
I want to die because it's the easiest hard decision I'll never make
I'll live
Ill live and do nothing
I'll live and become nothing
I'll live and then eventually die and nobody will remember
I don't want to be remembered.