I Wanted To Know About People Poem by ainan ahmad ahmad

I wanted to know about people
but my understanding was a fumble
I wanted to be everyone's friend
but my experience was the pal's end
I wanted to be rich
but my efforts didn't catch a fish!
I wanted direction
but my limitation was the obstruction
I wanted to know the ‘why' to everything happening
but my answer had to cry to all prevailing
I wanted to invest in good
but my previous return showed 'fooled'
I wanted to scream because of pains
but my calmness showed up because of gains