I Will Poem by Dark Dove

My mind is full of the selfishthought 'what if'.
I fell in love and I was the cause for the promises that failed.
I want to cry but I think my tears have all dryed out.
For I must look on the bright side,
I can live without.

I will miss that kiss,
and pothetic ways.
I will miss my first time when I gave up my days.
God pulled me through and kept me strong.
For he probably ment an obsticle all alng.

I will remember that smile,
that layed upon your face.
My hands joined with yours as I said dinners grace.
This pain and sorrow should not last.
I feel happy to no that you let me go.
It showed you can't stand and work things out.
It showed the lies that spilled out of your mouth.

I know it was my fault for I showed doubt.
Inever had any, but I suppose what I said showed a great amount.

I see your face by my bed.
I feel you rubbing your fingers through my head.
I hear you calling my name,
I see you motionless in pain.