I Will Go... I Guess... Poem by Prince ....

Well... I'm broken...
People left me alone...
I feel empty and sad...
each day..
each night...
I cry...
for the fact that I will never be happy like I was once...
for the fact that I will never be able to laugh like I did once...
for the fact that I am the one 's hurting other with my sadness and pain...

I'm so sorry...
I don't want to hurt anybody!
I don't want you to be worried about me...
I don't want to cause you pain..
cuz I know what this means...
I know what it means to feel pain, hate, lonelyness and sadness...
I know it all...

I'm just trying to live this life... I'm trying to live my imagine of life...
But it's not that easy...
Nobody told me that it will be easy to live this life...

But some of us are blessed with a life without pain and sorrows and all that stuff...

Sure... it could be boring to live without all these things...
But it's making me sick...
I'm broken...

And my tears will never end...

I'm sorry, my darling, if you're reading this...
I will leave you I guess...
Cuz I can't go on like this...

First I wasn't sure if I really should share this kind of mindspeaking...
but...
I had to leave it anywhere...
no matter what you're thinking right now...

Maybe you'll understand...
Maybe you won't...

But I just want to be free...
Even if death is the only chance to be free... I will go... I guess...

Thanks..