I wish I knew....
It is love that you've been trying to show...
I will never turn my sight of you...
I'll make friend even with of all your demons...
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If the world is perfect...
All the risk, I will strongly take...
No such thing as a mistake...
And all i want now is having you back....
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Just you, nothing else....
I have learnt to live half a life....
Sleeping with onlyyour shadow as my dream...
It is like living with an open scar...
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Many times I cannot stand you...
You broke my heart for so many times...
You destroy all my beliefs in love....
You make me lost the love I love the most....
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I have been trying to leave you...
Shut the door forever....
Turn off the phone all the time....
But something keep on holding me back...
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It is the sight of you, waiting for me....
To understand a different kind of love....
To accept the love that could never come true....
To live with the love that can never be mine....
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I wish I knew.....
I would never said those thing to you....
I wish I knew...
I would never slam the door in front of you....
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Your intention is to break my heart....
You really meant everything you did to me....
You literally let me die in loving you....
I never understand why you did that....
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You broke my heart to let love to come in.....
You left a crack in my heart to let me understand....
It is when my heart is open to love....
I am healed and I am loved....
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Right now, you've gone from my world...
I am running again with different scars....
It is like screaming with my lips closed...
I wish you knew, how much I regret it....
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Copyright @ Eva Clara Harahap'Dec 2011
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With So Much Love And Respect,
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Eva Clara Harahap
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PS. For someone that heals me....Thank You!
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This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem