I Won'T Get Close Poem by cris son.

I built a wall
Back when I was 15
I blocked my heart
And pushed people away
My ex. Wanted in
But I wouldn't move
I couldn't let my walls
come crumbling down
The last thing my ex. Told to me me
Was I should let my walls down
I shouldn't be afraid to let someone in
So I broke them down
I watched them tumble down
Breaking my walls meant I was vulnerable
Now I'm hurting deep down inside
I'm building my walls again
Not ever gonna tear them down
I won't let myself get close
To anyone anymore
I won't let myself feel this pain
I have once felt before
This isn't easy for me
And I know it's not easy for him
But what else can I do?
What else can I say?
When all I truly want
Is to feel loved and cared for...
To feel like I belong....
To be in your arms once again




By: cris son
Age: 20