I Wonder Poem by Amanda Boucher

Somewhere in my thoughts I hear your name out load
And I wonder once more about you and us
I wonder if you actually know what your words mean
I wonder if you have actually thought it through
How can you leave the one person who has done everything for you?
The one person who really understands you, who really trust you
How can you leave after all these years?
I pray that you would change your mind
‘Cause I can never give you what you need
I can never stand in for someone else
Why did you misunderstood my friendship
Now I can never offer my friendship to another person again
Now I can never listen to people when they need me
Do you realize what your decisions will mean to everyone else?
I wish things were different
I wish things can go back to the way it was
For now I know too much and it hurts me from inside
For now I feel like breaking into peaces
Because of the one time I thought I did well
A lot of bad were born, and a lot of people will be hurt