Idk Poem by Desiree Whitamore

times like these are useless
its when you're away from me
and i see you everywhere
everywhere you cant be.
do you know whats even worse?
i try to call and smile
but you're either driving
or i'm swimming in denial.
its not that i don't trust you
but i don't trust myself
i see me missing you so much
that i really need some help.
i feel like i am dying
because im so in love with you.
but to wish that you were here with me
is way beyond true.