If Ever... This Is My Last Poem Poem by Mark Anthony Mendoza

Gently I close my eyes and cried a little
As I reach my hand out to her I tremble
Would the door open once again or be forgotten?
Would pride be the ultimate enemy or magic will win?

Gently as I open my eyes I see shadows
Reminiscing the past and embracing the changes
Yet the world is not enough and never been satisfied
Would the candle light again the darkness we hide?

Gently I held her hand and she held me back
Yet question remains to her like I’m untrustworthy to her
Couldn’t blame her, yes I’m the one who put the cuts
If she just could see what’s behind, she’ll know

Gently I feel her skin and it felt so good
I could see she love me still, yes I could feel
But All I could see that left is love to her
Afraid she was… to hold me in my arms again

Oh yes time can heal the wounds…
And I know someday maybe that fear will disappear
I can wait until forever, yes if that what it takes
I would do everything just to get her back now

But what if we only got today to live (how could I feel her whole again)
But what if God took me away today (Could I ask her to walk to that aisle)
I could wait forever my sweet and I will do that
But what if we only got one more day to live…

Gently I’m beginning to loose my breathe
There it is… the bright light they’re all talking about
Voices heard, calling me to enter that light
As I shed a thousand tear.. oh God give me one more life to live...
And I’ll spend it forever with her until my time has come again
Even though she wont hold me back… maybe love would be enough

I love you sweet so much.