If I Could Turn Back Times Poem by minaslune serene

i wish i could more wise to see the points
i wish i could think before talks
i wish i could not to arrogant to show him
and destroy them
i wish i could always trust him
instead of thinking bad and insecure
i wish i could more positive and really do it
instead of say i wish...
but it was happened...
i have to fix and struggle for that...
am i hoping so much? ?
am i still deserve him? ?
am i too pushy? ?
then i look a the star
everyone has their own hope
everyone has their own forgiveness
then i feel optimist...
i have no hope to turn back times
i will carry on this life
cheer with happiness and smile
like i always do...
forget about think too much
i should follow my hearts
i believe my heart is my hope
and my dream which i could fulfill
if i have optimist and positive in mind
time will show....