~...If Only...~ Poem by carly bachor

the days keep moving on
as my pain keeps holding on.

i cry endless days
and endless nights.

when will this pain
finally fade?

i'd love to start new.
but i already knew....
that there's no hope
therefore no new.
i had no clue
therefore no life.

there's just no smile..
with no smile there comes pain
and with this pain i must complain...

im sorry im such a dismay
i wounder what i could have been...


if only.....