If Only You Can See Poem by chelsi Ruffing

There are things I can never tell
I have a life alot like hell
You will never see it
But I have a black spirit
I can't change who I have become
My heart has gone cold and numb
I was always a big hand
I think whats happend was pland
Then again thats just me
None of you took the time to see
I love my team
That would be my family
Black is the color of my heart
People have riped it apart
I have seen more than most
I was like a ghost
If you could see what i have seen
You would know what I mean