If Only You Knew Poem by Sami Johnson

When we talk, I laugh so hard my body hurts the next day.My eyes stream like waterfalls.Smile so bright i could light up the world.Blush so much i look like i sunburned.I like having all those things, I feel like myself...the person i once was ever so long ago.The person who i thought was dead and never to return...I guess i was wrong.I want to be more yet i am terrified....scared even! My heart beats right through my chest when i see you smile.I know now that all of that was fake and i thought to be real was just a false hope that will bring you up so high only to dropp you knowing that you will shatter into a million pieces once you hit the ground.Yet no one will be there to either catch you or pick up your pieces and super glue you together.