If There's Someone Who Really Loves Me Poem by Abraham Rafe

Fed up with the travesty or this worldly race,
So went after a decade to that lonely place.
Where i used to sit alone in my
childhood days,
Those indelible moments that no one
can erase.
The joviality i had, has lost with the
blow,
And all my dreams have scattered like the grains in the snow.
Suddenly the tears have come out of
despair,
'coz no one can really understand
my flare.
These tears of despair often fill up
my eyes,
And run over my face all days and
nights.
The relations i knew then, are
treacherous now,
'coz they always tried to execrate
me somehow.
So i decided to stay in isolation,
but There i found only trepidation.
I expressed it to the angels, the
situation of my days,
Even they were not able to decipher
the phrase.
Alone i can't face this churlish
world,
I need a hand that i can really hold.
The idyllic one that's just my
fantasy,
i need him now for my whim reality.
Its dark now and i'm still lingering
here,
'Coz it's the only place that keeps
me from snare.
If someday i got a chance to meet
God,
the gracious, the glorious almighty
Lord.
I'll ask him why my life is flustered
with fears,
without any happiness but just tears.
But untill i'm alive, i'll wait to see,
If there's someone who really loves
me...