If There's Nothing Left In Chance Poem by FreeBird 02

Here is my latest attempt at writing a song.

If There's Nothing Left In Chance
--FreeBird 02

If there's nothing left in chance
It's not where I belong
If there's nothing left in chance
What did I do wrong
If there's nothing left in chance
It doesn't mean I don't still long
To hold what is gone.

So many times I've reach way up in the sky
Longing too touch what I could not find
The hire I reached
The less I would find
The more I attempted to focus
To where I could not see
The less I realized
What I was a searching for
Was right there with me.

(Chorus)
If there's nothing left in chance
It's not where I belong
If there's nothing left in chance
What did I do wrong
If there's nothing left in chance
It doesn't mean I don't still long
To hold what is gone.

So many times
Reflections in my mind
Take me back
To yesterday
Where illusions were all I did see
But now In reality
What I seen
In what I saw
Was just make believe.

If there's nothing left in chance
It's not where I belong
If there's nothing left in chance
What did I do wrong
If there's nothing left in chance
It does not mean I don't still long
To hold what is gone.

Now I ask from what I see
If there's nothing left in chance
Is this really where I belong?
For what was there
That I could not see
Must have given up on me
Or could it be in what my heart does long
Is still where I cannot see
Right here beside me? ? ?

If there's nothing left in chance
It's not where I belong
If there's nothing left in chance
What did I do wrong
If there's nothing left in chance
It does not mean I don't still long
To hold what is gone! .... (fade)

August 1,2017