If Your Even There Poem by mark bowdidge

why bother looking over me
......when u hurt my freinds
she was so innocent and pure
.... so why would u let a man rape her
on the phone with her while she couldnt escape
.....now she stands alone
and im the who atones for her
.........she calls again in tears
and she fears im like all before me
back to the fact of my question
and i need is your confession
to why you 'god' put people throu hell
please dont dwell