Ignored Poem by Ms. JStar

Taking it one day at a time
Feelings not exactly sublime
Life is so repetitive and routine
And nothing in between
No joys of fulfillment
No love instilled
I feel like I am battling this world alone
While situations continue to be thrown
Feelings of neglect
Sort of like a disconnect
Body becoming numb
Not sure if what I want will ever come
Or if it even truly exists
Loneliness persists
Feeling if I die tomorrow
There will be no tears of sorrow
Everyone will live their lives as normal
Why do my emotions have to be abnormal
Why do I care so much
Sometimes my heart needs to be touched
I get insecure and need reminding
Mind games unwinding
Is it wrong to want to feel love seeping my pores
For my feelings to be nurtured and not ignored