√•••i'm Afraid To Love Again•••√ Poem by Abd'Qudus Jumu'ah Al-Iloryy

In my hiding place
Love is found in the dark
The heart is drowning in grief
Fighting in an hurt feelings
But trying to hide the perceiving.

Night pillow is soaked in tears
Heart full of doubt, why I wasn't aware
The heart was torn apart like thread
Blood is bleeding even if it's coerced.

I'm afraid to fall in love again
So many fear run through my mind
There are a lot of why, what if m a blind?
Will I be able to handle the hurt?
Even if have been kind!

This fear is what's holding me posterior
The Love heart want to open
But the of mind is ulterior
What am I suppose to ensue?
Unknown! either it's right or wrong path
Is love should be in shambles terrace.

Buh, what's the use of this heart?
When feelings are too held and force to hide
How do I know if the favor pending is real
But my afraid to love is already fulfilled.

It's left to love, just to leave him
Whatever the blessing is given
Not to love, to hurt or to forgiven,
The truth is the heart is left for heaven
The Love still keep beating like empyrean.