Im Facing Poem by Amanda Craven

The choices that I have to make will always hurt me because of you.
All these feelings inside of me that you never knew, will kill me slow enough to never come true.
Because in my heart I know it will never set me free.
Even if I tell you a thousand times, just to get you to see.
See that I'm in love with you that's all that matters to me.
You ask if I'm fine when I'm not.
I just wish all this pain would quickly stop.
When your close to me my heart starts racing.
Because you'll never know this devil I'm facing.
I think of you while I'm starting to fade.
Just wishing things didn't have to be this way.