Im In The Darkness Poem by Ibrar Siddiqi

Im in the darkness
freak of nature hidng well.
defence mechanisms put in place.
fall to pieces when i see her face,

i have hidden in the dark.
no feelings to behold.
but her face reminds why i never told.
i cannot love anyone
too many secrets
clothes upon the floor.
skeletons in the cupboard, knocking on the door.

could not face the truth
heart broken too many times
too scared to love again
im in the darkness, hurting from the pazin.
confidence lacking
soul willing
body dying to be ignited like a rocket.
flying in the sky
im in the darkness because i am so shy.
im in the darkness as i never enter the delight.
killed by cupid's arrows, died in the fight.

i siddiqi 13.06.09