I'm Losing Her Poem by Aileen Shane Samonte

It's no longer you that i know
You're far behind her
As she hears the mirror echoed
She burst in tears



Yes I'm actually losing her
I couldn't find her anywhere
Is she hiding because of pain?
Maybe she has escape because she's drained



I wish i can embrace you one last time
Where am i supposed to look for you?
I've been dreaming to touch you once again
I just missed you, badly.



I missed your laughs that i love
You're genuineness among all that i know
You used to be the braver one that i always adore
I missed you, I, a diary that writes silently.



If i just smile to fight the pains
If i just become more patient with my foes
If i am just braver to face the certainty
Then self, I won't be losing you



But I'm still glad because reality awakes me
If i can spot her, i will restore her
I will guarantee that her wounds will turn to beautiful scars
I can still hope to see my laughs and smile



I can still be more unfeigned like her
Confidently, the one i can find is more courageous
She is still being that silent diary
but not anymore of hatred and bitterness.


Yes i can still find her
I still hope
I still believe
Because I still love and fight for me.