Im Scared Poem by whitney davison

Baby I need you,
But im scared to let you in,
Im so scared im going to get hurt again,
Im scared to fall in love again.

Im crying..
Every tear dropp feels hot running down my cheeks,
My mascarra messes up every time i blink,
The tears are pure pain themselves..
They feel like a million words left unsaid,
A million words ive never said,
A million words i was scared to say...

Im hurting..
I dont know whats causing the pain,
But the more i think about you...
The more i fall apart..
Because of words ive never said,
Moments.. memories left unmade..

I dont know what to do any more
I try to kill the pain..
But... it never works...never even had a chance..

Im scared to end my life with out you..
My whole life is flashing threw my head..
All i can see is you...
All my screw ups..
I dont know what you saw in me to begin with,
But all i see is a screwed up girl that no one wants! !

-Whitney Davison

(writen ? ? /? ? /06)