Sat on my bed with paper and pen,
wondering if we'll be ok again,
My mind a haze, a haze in this heat,
this unwanted feeling has found a free seat.
I love you i know, I KNOW I DO!
But somethings arrived and it don't like you.
I hate it so much please PLEASE LEAVE!
Anything good you cannot achieve.
And this thing that's here, this evil, this scum
I realize is me and now I feel numb.
Im so sorry darling im trying my best,