In Between Poem by John Paul Ang

Time had moved so fast,
I did not even realize.
You were my first and last,
The one who gve me my demise.

I thought i hated you,
I thought i still loved you.
I'm oblivious to what i should do,
I refused to see what is true.

I'm caught in between,
The uncertainties of my heart.
I reminisce the past that had been,
and the moments when we were apart.

Between love and hate,
I struggled to choose.
Between life and fate,
I have nothing more to loose.

The empty days that went by,
Passed as if they did not happen.
My questions died without your reply,
My heart still throb yet broken.

If there's such a thing as chance,
Then I'll risk and gamble my all.
I'll take my final stance,
I'm giving you again my soul.

Between love and hate,
There's the border of true reason.
I did not wish to complicate,
Our choice and our decision.

Whatever life has to offer,
I still have the past to ponder.
I missed the days when we were together.
I loved the illusion of forever.