In Between But Not In Betwixt Poem by GOODLUCK ETSEREFE

IN BETWEEN BUT NOT IN BETWIXT
In Asa's line…… she said,
"Here I am, with my bag of shame".
I stand alone today, cos I too, I have lost my way.
I lost my way.
When my heart decided to play game with me...
I yearn for you….. deep down inside,
but the showers of distractions overwhelmed me outside.
Today………….! Today ……..! !
Today of all days, I just find myself,
In between and not in betwixt.

Sometime, I frankly wish to settle down,
My past wouldn't let go.
Day in………… and day out,
I tried reaching out, reaching out to you.
but things fell apart, cos I have followed not my heart.
if I loose you, I am afraid,
so afraid that I might loose pull.
so, I fought reality, using rationality and not personality.
Today, I boldly say, my brain I can use,
even when I feel strongly confused.
Dear…..beloved, I have found myself,
In between and not in betwixt.
ETSEREFE Goodluck Oghenerho