In Love With Him Poem by Silence Dogood

Your clouding my mind.
With your voice of heart attacks.
I want to say I love you.
And you hear you say it back.
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I want to be your girl.
Not just another friend.
Create a love story.
With a fairytale end.

You give me shivers.
I saver each touch.
I wont admit it.
But I miss you so much.

The wall I had built.
To protect my fragile heart.
The hand I held up.
Im tearing it apart.

Im tired of the pratical.
The hand written signs.
Im going to break the rules I made.
Im going to cross the line.

My feelings are muddled.
A kladioscope of emotional lies.
The no I dont love hims.
The infinite disguise.

I've hidden the truth.
Behind a friendly grin.
I wont deny it anymore.
Because im in love with him.
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I want to say i love you and hear you say it back.
Your're filling my chest with heartattacks.
I'd tell you that Im in love with someone else.
But then i'd just be lying to myself.