Why do i have to think about you
after all the bullshit you put me through?
Your gone, your over it
I think i am, but its the love we had that i will never forget.
You were over it before it ended,
I I could tell, bit i wasn't so i pretended...
Pretended that everything was right
because all that mattered was that you were with me a at the end of the night.
When you left, you took a part of me with you
So all i did was drink, I didnt know what else to do.
You ripped my heart right out of my chest
and everyone says you leaving was for the best.
Ies so hard to do the things we use to do,
It kills me to fuckin buy groceries without you.
Why did you have to do this to me?
I did everything for you but yet you leave.
Some days im fine and i dont think about you at all,
but others are worse, and i feel like my back is against the wass.
I start getting sick and i can barely breathe,
and i just dont get why you are not with me.
I stay awake, I cant sleep at night.
So I lay there, zoned out, waiting on the morning light.
Just to realize, theres no reason for me to get out of bed,
only to replay a thousand times the words that you said.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.