Incomprehension

Feeling of all emotion deserting me.
Feeling of understanding so few.

What is the use?
All together, I'd find more appropriate to say all alone.

I found what i was seeking for but im still empty.
Am i still one more in the many?
Why can't I be something that matters?

Why is it so hard to see?
I feel the rain on me.
But there's no clouds.



(Sorry if my english is not good, it's not my first language)