Indescribable Poem by arah phot

I can do whatever, I want
I can shout ever time, I want
I can do nasty thing in life
I can be mad

What I have done
In my damn it life
I can't smile
I can't festive

I’m so mad
Specially to god
There’s have a remedy
Or I will just leave in fantasy

How can, I describe my life
How can, I still happy
How can, I sleep at night
How can, I protect my self

I will never believe
I will never trust anybody
I will never be in love
I will never sacrifice

I’m tired
I’m bad
I’m mad
I’m messed around

this feeling was indescribable