Indigo Poem by Sandhya Joseph

Wanted, yet so aloof
Loved, yet so lonely..
Always wondered,
Am I really loved? Am I really wanted?
Answers to which have been always muddled..
Crazy little dreams and surges of fantasy
Make me wonder if I really belong?
Is this what is right or is this wrong?
Are questions my mind keeps pondering on..

Is this world for real or just ostentation?
Is a constant my mind keeps stumbling upon..
Are relationships unfeigned, and friendships heartfelt?
Are questions that occur, each time I connect..
Love, trust, humility and care
Are they factual or mere words for a tête-à-tête?

If it’s a journey, what is my purpose?
If I’m a carrier, what is my message?
Answers to these questions are not what I often find,
Instead
“Confused, arrogant, strange, resilient”
Are a few tags I often get..!