Inner Mind Poem by Ragy Sandid

Inner mind, inner mind
What's going on inside
Why do I what I do
Even though I don't want to

Why test me in the dream
Allow me in silence scream
Then wake to find your sibling
Atop my head eyes popped and dribbling

Why wait the last minute
To give me an idea without me in it
That when I come to execute
You seem to be laughing like I'm your loot

Why waste love when you lead
Why waste words when you read
Then come to attack me in my sleep
As if I'm the one with a secret to keep

Why are you always hiding
Pretend that you're moral abiding?
Why do you categorize humanity
By such measures is just insanity

Then separate them into high and low
Some can stay and some have to go
Some beauty bound some are otherwise
Too bad you decide the truth then the lies.

I want you here, first and foremost
I want you to admit to things I've lost
Following or not following you is just confusing
Am I using you or is it me you're using?