Inner Nightmare Poem by iluneos periform

Just like the wind outside,
My heart howls this night,
Slowly it rains
Just like the tears i cried for you.

my hearts beating faster by the thought of you,
faster, faster, stop...
colliding in this broken world.
These thoughts so deep,
Small fragments as sharp razors
Cutting through my skull.
Bleeding out the words i held so dear,
I love you

No matter how many times i write down these regrets on the wall,
My thoughts will always haunt the reality of what once was,
my sorrow ever so strong,
Takes me to the pain i held so dear,

While i stand next to my bleeding heart,
And softly cry out your name,
I wish everything just fell apart,
And left me numb...
While my flesh is being eaten,
By the parasites of preparations
preparations of the funeral of hearts...
My dear,
Set me free, Of this inner nightmare