Insecurities Poem by Noise : D

Everything is so loud and blurry
I'm getting this feeling that's so eerie
I cannot hear your voice anymore
My mind feels so out of control
It feels like I'm being tossed around
In a crowd that's so out of bound
And my only salvation is nowhere to be found
In a world that's so loud
To not find you
It makes me doubt
Do you hate me now?
Or have I bored you somehow?
Do I annoy you?
Even while asking you this right now?
I know you're not such a trivial person
And I know you don't hate people for silly reason
But
In a world that's so loud
There's no way that insecurities are even allowed