Inside My Mind Poem by unkown person

Do you really see me,
or is it only what you want to see,
I can't plead for this peace I can not find,
thoughts run wild not even silence can I find,
There's a piece to me that can only be seen in my eyes,
a lost pain rises in my heart should I continue or hide,
It's been a long time since I put this pen to paper,
built up in a bottle so full my sanity begins to taper,
Should I set these demons free become the one I fought so hard to cage,
let her run rampart through my mind and build on my rage,
Been so long I've forgotten how this goes,
think I'll sit back and take it we'll sell tickets to the show,
Someone once spoke of the things go bump in night,
not knowing her monsters were fueled by my fight,
No surprise I'm the black sheep,
when she never even wanted me,
Reminding me everyday when she spoke of the ones she love,
knowing damn well I sit at the bottom looking above,
At things I'll ever have to my name,
but no worries you don't hold the blame,
I can't tell you how happy I am I'm dead to you,
my life you couldn't hold a candle to,
I'm happy with my life not once did I need you,
my life got better the day you said I'm through,
I have a boyfriend that's more than I could hope for,
and a daughter with eyes to die for,
The day we spilt ways,
was the day I knew I would finally be okay.