Inside Of Me Poem by Linda Linda

I kno  a monster known as my disease it talks to me with the slightest of ease
It tell all lies it want to hear, makes me get rid of the things that I hold dear
Its slick and sly and trys to make me use over all those damn lies
Tells me l shouldn't tell how I'm feeling, trys to get to forget about reconsidering
The monster I've fed 4 so many years, and by the end I breakout in tears
At one time this monster meant so much to me, thought nothing else but him and I u see
Didnt ever knew where this monster came from, in all actuality him and I are one
Time to silence that monster and put him away, time to fight and live another day
The stronger i become the weaker the monster will be, never to put me back into insanity
So Lock up that monster up far away, throw away the key, and finally learn to how it is to really love me