Invisible Poem by abi fatim

feels like I'm trapped,
like there is nobody there,
I cut and I cut but I can't get enough,
why won't someone, anyone help me
I'm floating in a sea of darkness
there is not a single ray of light
everything is out of sight.


I'm as invisible as air and nobody cares
I scream and I scream until my throat is raw
but no one can hear me,
I bet someone fears me.
I know they despise me when they look at me with those loathing eyes


I want to tell them I don't need someone to hate me I hate myself.