..Invisible Love .. Poem by joel sheyi

...somtyms i 1da y boda wit luv if it neva lasts....
 
hre i am again
bndn my pen, writn abt wot sims lyk luv

yeah, mayb it's rily luv

bt ds tym it's so complicated

it's an Invisible Love!
 
afta decidn 2 put a stop 2 my heart & shut it out...enuf of d heart break story

i said 2 myself no mor emos, ds tym i'm in 4 d game

d tale of a gud guy abt 2 go bad
 
i log on my computa 2 flirt around

av, well mayb, som cyba sex, talk sex, & get dirty

dre u came wt ur beautiful picture on my screen, & wit a mind capturing smile

'wot d hell....ds s a gud catch'

i smyld 2 myself
i sent u a message & u replied

i poked u, & u poked me bak
 
we got it on; dffrent messages, we said woteva came 2 our mind

we were so free, no emos attachd

t'was fun al d way

we stayd up al 9t somtyms, pokin & messagn ech oda

ds went on & on
 
bt tns got out of plan
WHAT!

ar we falln? !

is ds goin in love's direction? !

NO WAY!

we reaffirmd our guard & got on wit our flirtn

days went by, monts went by

suddenly i realize no day pa6 witout me checkn on ur page

& wen i c posts 4rm oda guyz on ur wall, i get jealous

wit tym i found out ds was d same wt u

simd our guard was slowly breakn off

we cldn't conceal d feeln anymore

we had 2 face it

WE WERE IN LUV!
 
i had a 2nd tot abt ds, ds jst wasn't d plan

bt i tried 2 reassure myself we ar gud & we ar okay

we've got 1 tn in common we were 2 pple wit a broken heart

bt t'was kinda weird how i sumd up d p6 of my heart & gav it al 2 u
 
bt dre was somtn 2 ds luv of ours DISTANCE!

mayb ds was jst d kinda luv we nided

d longa d dstance; d lessa d risk of a heart break
 
evrytn went gud, & yet ryt 2ru d dstance we had our mad momnts, our argumnts, our diffren6, our blissful momnts....

bt 2ru it al, we got beta & beta

my luv 4 u gets dpa & stronga wt ech passn day

bt d fact dat i can't b wit u, kills me inside

i made ds known 2 u, & u said u were feeln jst d same way

wen i c pple holdn hands, smyln @ echoda, it reminds me of u

& i feel so alone, ur hand is nt ryt dre 4 me 2 hold

d miles b2wn us brings me so mch pain, & how mch of it i cld bear, i don't know

evrytn rily got me 1daring s ds rily luv or s ds whole tn jst a dream, a fantasy, an illusion...

if ds rily s luv, y has it decided 2 com 2 me ds way?

wit u s whre i want 2 b, bt d dstance b2wn us, jst kips tearin me apart
 
tot luv finally found me, bt i cldn't hide 4rm d reality

we r neva goin 2 b 2geda!

it hurts so bad dou,

bt gues it's tym 2 let go of ds invisible luv

we av 2 let go b4 we hurt tu dp
 
i jst can't stop wishn tns were dffrent

i rily wishd lyf placed me nt far 4rm u

i wish i cld open my eyz & av u next 2 me
 
whre 2 go 4rm here now

i don't know!

can we go bak 2 d way tns were b4 d 'L' word came in?

can we....?



'luv s frndshp, frndshp s luv. if luv fails, frndshp shld remain; 4 frndshp s d foundation of luv'
 
i don't know if ds s stl true...