..Knowing You Cared.. Poem by joel sheyi

..i sit & replay evrytn in my mind

d ryt words to say

i jst cldn't find

fears & insecurity flood my heart

why does it av 2 b ds way

it's always d same regret & despair

to xplain al of dse

i jst wldn't dare

i wish u were ryt here

2 see ds pain dat engulfs me

in my mind dre's much more 2 say

foolish 2 try

i'm probably out of ur head

but d questions wander

cos notn was said

i luk @ ur picture

tinkn of wot cld av bn

mayb i wish i dn't fall too fast

mayb luv jst isn't 4 me

or mayb gues i'm destind 2 constantly wear ds frown

i hope u rememba ds love we share

& dp in my heart i know u care..