Is This Me Or You? Poem by amber shoremarston

I feel cold in side
I have no pride
Nothing i try to do goes right
This is why i wonder why

I think sometimes
if i disapeard who would notice
who would care
i know they would'nt
they wish me dead

I have this dream
So real it seems
Im falling through time
ripping through the seams
This is no dream

I keep having this though
Like is any of this real
Or not

Iam nothing
just a stain in reality
but they will see
there is more to me.