It Just Happened At Night Poem by Muhammad Asif

it was during night and loneliness
when the dark was deep
and the world asleep,
when I called the other of myself
in a sense of fun
intended to enjoy some moments together
and make an effort for to realize
myself to the other of myself.
I was just enjoying
but the other self was crying
so instead of making the fun
my thought contradicted my run
failed to entertain myself and the other self too
but successful in knowing the world
and again the self of myself
that remains upset when I'm happy
that remains happy when I'm upset
that wants to leave me alone
when I want to consort
that wants to continue when I'm to leave
it just happened tonight
where I lost interest in the world
that attracts me when it is alive
and attracts just for a while
really for a while not for life.
but then again
when I thought and perceived
it was all in us as
we ourselves create this paradox.
I do recognized never to think this way
I do advice never ever to fullfil
all, of what you say.
M Asif safi