It Pains, It Does Poem by Shubham Agrawal

it pains, it does,
it pains to see that u are just another,
it pains to see,
that there is someone better..

u want to move ahead,
u want to neglect,
ur life is not as good as u'd imagine,
and dat isnt the only regret..

i thought i was special,
until reality hit me,
it pains to see,
that she jokes when she says she loves me...

i have a small heart i know,
and a smaller brain,
causing having understood ur actions,
i still want to refrain...

they hav troubles,
i sort them out,
i worry and fret for em,
but i still have a doubt,

a doubt, whether, i was the only one,
whether they'd cry when am no longer there,
but reality hits me again, n says,
whatever u feel is jus not fair,
cause she never wanted to love,
never did she show any signs,
it was u moron, who came running after,
and then began cryin and began to whine...

i kno you laughin at ma misery,
i also did the same once,
i guess its its all karma,
where there was a crown, now there is a dunce...

but it pains, it pains bad to see,
that i dont mean as much as u mean to me...