It's All The Same Thought But I Still Feel Confused Poem by Amy Michelle

i don't love you like i did yesterday
why am i falling for you?
i guess we just don't click anymore
whatever happened to just friends?

i don't think i ever forgave you
does he see the signs?
you're a good peron i don't want to hurt you
i already loved you but this is more

i can not live a lie anymore
what would she say? the one that owns your heart?
i guess i'm just returning the favor you gave me so long ago
this is just so typical, am i one to be cliche?

the old times were good but the new ones just aren't working
i'll do anything for you but i want to do more

all these thoughts go through my mind telling me what i need to do.
but i'm afraid my dear,
eachone of us feels so different about eachother
this will help no one.
i want to make you both happy but shouldn't i be first?
what i want can't be otained
i'm not sure what to do.
what i need to do
and what i want to do
have completly differnt outcomes
is what i need selfish?
is what i want selfish?

my mind is spinning out of control.
my thoughts are swirling all around.
it's all the same thought, but i still feel confused...