It's Been Ridiculous Love - Poem by Wendy Gomez
. I need greater understanding...
I'm not over you..
I wish I was but that's not the case
My heart is numb
I hate to love to see your face
As I forgot to metion I once loved you
I'm no sure where it went but I know I felt It
I made a fool out of myself
To catch a glimpse of your attention
It got me no where but to make me look like a clown
It was wrong
I shouldn't have tried to use anybody
Yet it was somthing I felt I had to do, because I was so a anxious
The truth hasn't set me free
Simply the fact that were not together only siezes the pain still
I feel trapped in the moment, in the memory wishing I was still there
I did love my crooked neighboor with my crooked heart
It didn't work as planned
It made me sad and blue and if i could go back I probably would
Just to feel your arms around me
Feeling back to safe, to the point where, nobody....nobody could hurt me
Maybe this is why I can't love easily
I choose very specifically who to give up my heart on a clean slate to start all over again
It's hard......it's fucking difficult...
It kills me to remember...yet i find if pointless to even bring it up
I could tell you all of this, but for what.... It's meaningless...
Because even though you have been through this so many more times than me,
I believed it real for once....
It became the end of life as we knew it
I was at ease
It becamemy sanctuary
To resume my existance in peace
I was happier than ever
I felt alive, you, you made me feel alive!
It was so satisfiying to be yours forever
It was perfect to be yours forever
Nothing else mattered in time
It was just about you
Why weren't we meat to be
We were so in love it was unreal
We kissed the ground the day we met,
Because after that day we were flying sky high
I was all yours and you were all mine
It was our little happy ever after
.....for the most part while it lasted
You were etternally mine, and i didn't want anything else
You evolved into my everything...
Can you remember? ?
Remember when I brushed your grandma's hair
She was so happy for her baby boy, he was in love
She was happy for him, I was honored..
Why can't life be this simple
Love me because I love you
Need me because I needed you
Wanted me because I wanted you
Why can't our pride just dissapear
AND, who cares if we beg...
Why should it matter when we want to beg
Let us beg..
Let me cry for you...
The guy is not the only one who begs...
Why must we label these predicamens...
Let it be.... let us be...
You will never be less of a man because you let go of your pride
You can cry if you want to..
You could want me if you wanted me
Let go of your pride
I love you to love me
I need you to need me
I want you to want me
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