Wendy Gomez

Rookie (August 19,1993 / Ruidoso, New Mexico)

It's Been Ridiculous Love - Poem by Wendy Gomez

. I need greater understanding...

I'm not over you..

I wish I was but that's not the case

My heart is numb



I hate to love to see your face

As I forgot to metion I once loved you

I'm no sure where it went but I know I felt It



I made a fool out of myself

To catch a glimpse of your attention

It got me no where but to make me look like a clown

It was wrong



I shouldn't have tried to use anybody

Yet it was somthing I felt I had to do, because I was so a anxious

The truth hasn't set me free

Simply the fact that were not together only siezes the pain still



I feel trapped in the moment, in the memory wishing I was still there

I did love my crooked neighboor with my crooked heart

It didn't work as planned

It made me sad and blue and if i could go back I probably would



Just to feel your arms around me

Feeling back to safe, to the point where, nobody....nobody could hurt me

Maybe this is why I can't love easily

I choose very specifically who to give up my heart on a clean slate to start all over again

It's hard......it's fucking difficult...



It kills me to remember...yet i find if pointless to even bring it up

I could tell you all of this, but for what.... It's meaningless...

Because even though you have been through this so many more times than me,

I believed it real for once....



It became the end of life as we knew it

I was at ease

It becamemy sanctuary

To resume my existance in peace



I was happier than ever

I felt alive, you, you made me feel alive!

It was so satisfiying to be yours forever

It was perfect to be yours forever



Nothing else mattered in time

It was just about you

So why?

Why weren't we meat to be



We were so in love it was unreal

We kissed the ground the day we met,

Because after that day we were flying sky high

I was all yours and you were all mine



It was our little happy ever after

.....for the most part while it lasted

You were etternally mine, and i didn't want anything else

You evolved into my everything...



Can you remember? ?

Remember when I brushed your grandma's hair

She was so happy for her baby boy, he was in love

She was happy for him, I was honored..



Why can't life be this simple

Love me because I love you

Need me because I needed you

Wanted me because I wanted you



Why can't our pride just dissapear

AND, who cares if we beg...

Why should it matter when we want to beg

Let us beg..



Let me cry for you...

The guy is not the only one who begs...

Why must we label these predicamens...

Let it be.... let us be...



You will never be less of a man because you let go of your pride

You can cry if you want to..

You could want me if you wanted me

Let go of your pride



I love you to love me

I need you to need me

I want you to want me


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  • (11/24/2010 2:11:00 AM)


    Lose your thoughts in mines'. Lose your eyes in mines. Lose yourself in me as we combine and multiply. (Report) Reply

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Poem Submitted: Wednesday, November 24, 2010



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