It's Not Going Well Right Now. Poem by Steven Harris

It's not going well right now
my head is not turning
my head is not spinning
i'm not feeling it
i feel lazy
i feel tired
i feel bored
i'd like to sleep for days
waste a couple of days
go into a coma for a couple of days
not see anybody
avoid all humanity if i can.

It's not going well right now
i'm supposed to answer poeple
i'm supposed to come up with an answer
i don't have an answer for them
my head wont allow me to answer them
i feel lazy
i feel tired
i feel bored
i don't want to be around humans right now.

It's not going well right now
all i want is to sit here
read, write, watch t.v, listen to music and drink
that's all i would like to do
avoid all humans i don't want to talk to
waste a couple of days.

I don't want to be lonely
if i had money i would take the poeple i like away
only the people i want to be around
only the people i want to speak to
take them to a beach
or a farm with a large archer of land
and avoid the poeple we don't want to speak to
avoid all the poeple we don't wanted to communicate with
be lazy together
be tired together
be bored together
drink, write, read, watch t.v, listen to music together
and avoid them all.