'It Screams Your Name' Poem by Infinity Poetry

I doubt my future
I also doubt everything that's good
or good for me

I second guess everything into nonexsistance
I stand strng next to you
But I tremble with the thought of love

I don't trust my heart
I trust evil and doubt, because I know it can't get any worse
My days grow longer while my nights shorten

My excuse is that I don't feel
It's that I feel too much
My impossible emotions keep me gaurded
Preventing good and happiness from entering my life

In my mind I know your good
My heart knows the same
Yet I can't ever trust my heart,
Even though it screams your name