It Took 2long 2realize Poem by tHeNameLeSs23drea Andrea Rivera

Its sad to say when I look in your pathetic face
I see you lost place in grace
but its my fault I put you there on your pedestal up so high
I knew one day we would have to say our last “goodbye”
But I didn’t know it would be so soon
now I sit outside with no company except the lonely glow of the moon
I sit and all I can think about is how I messed up so bad
You were the first love I ever had that’s why it is so sad
The problem isn’t you its me, though its something I try to hide
I put so much trust and faith in you, but you don’t care and it kills me inside
I was always there for you
And compassion in return is something you never tried to do
Why do you have to change who you are?
We can be in the same room but emotionally we are so far
Your thoughts might not be hollow
But your heart, your heart is so very shallow
Now there’s nothing I can do
I cant just force myself not to love you
But because the way you are lately
I don’t have to try my thoughts about you are put so hatefully
You cant imagine all the things that go through my mind
Enough to make a sane man senseless is what you will find
No matter how hard I try
I cant bring myself to say that last goodbye