It Was Just A Game Poem by Christine CCC

Was it me? Was it you? Who’s to blame about all this?
Was it the fact that you didn’t care or the fact that I cared too much?
Was it because I felt something?
Was it me?

Was I really to blame? For all you know you made me sane.
I think it was you; you were so perfect and so true.
I didn’t think it was a game, but damn I got played.

My heart was fine, I was fine.
I was doing great until you came along.
You walked in like a light, you made everything so bright.
I was blinded by you because as soon as I saw you I started falling for you.

You asked me to save you and that I did.
I saved you but you were killing me.
I saved you but you were saving someone else.

I thought it was me but no I was wrong.
I thought you loved me and again I was wrong.
I didn’t care but I guess that was the worst decision.

I should’ve cared that you were killing me.
I was saving you but you were killing me.
It wasn’t fair but it was something in you that made me happy.

It was a twisted happiness.
I was desperate, so very desperate, for someone to notice my plea.
And you were there like how superman would be.

You swooped in and stood in front of me.
I thought you were going to save me.
But you killed me.

Here I lie awake in my bed,
Thought swirling in my head,
The day that I met you was the day I lived.

You stopped me from just existing,
You made everything exciting,
But I should’ve known something.

Someone oh so perfect like you,
Wouldn’t be able to be with someone like me,
Cause it was game
And you were the player.

I was merely a pawn to win your prize in your game of tug and war.